eightdays.

and then its all over.
it still hasnt hit me that i'm leaving.
i don't think it really hit me that i'm here though.
i can't imagine my room here not being my room.
i always knew i'd come back to melbourne.
and that i'd see all of my friends.
but i don't know that.
i have to say good-bye to people that i may never see again.
this week is going to be so hard.
a mixture of excitment and dread.
i really don't know what to feel.
or if what i'm feeling is right.
i don't know how to deal with this.
i don't know how i am going to live without some of these people.
some its eaiser than others.
some just live a few cities north.
but others are fifteen hours west.
people who i won't see for another 2 years.
thats if i'm lucky.
its just crazy.
and i really don't know how to describe it.

i'll see you in 9 days.
single digits.

-love xo